You grow up while going through many trials. Hopefully, you're better for them. It's ok for relationships to break. They may grow tighter instead. And, those that choose to follow up, may be worth cherishing. So, continue on with your life. Paths that have crossed and lingered, only to leave once again, do so for a reason.
I question my oldest friendships and my newest ones. It hurts to spend so much time alone when I have so many "friends" and "family" members. I dreamed of get togethers and parties and just fun times. Those seem to have passed as my life turned to focus on me and I didn't know how to handle it. As I've grown and gained my self confidence I've gained and lost those who chose to know me. I aim to connect and bond with new people, with apprehension. I'm relearning interpersonal skills after the pain of being rejected by some of those closest to me.
I only say these things, because I know I'm not alone and want others to know they aren't either. Waves, circles, cycles, whatever you wish to call them. Hold on, you're in the light, it just makes things clearer.
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