Okay, so I wanted to start working out & eating better starting the beginning of February, I've been slowly getting it together. Part of my workout was going to be helping someone with a training video. I thought it would be a good thing and I was excited about it. Well, something happened, I don't know what. One day I gave them my cell number because my home number wasn't working, because we needed to arrange things. After texting in response to their 1 text, I only sent 2 more relevant text. Next thing I know, they are mad and I'm called a stalker. I don't even understand. "U alright" & the fact my home phone was on, the same thing I posted on Facebook and sent to my friends/family was all I text. Nothing more about the training, just distance, so I let him have it. I have just finished my 5th day of the video that, at first, reminded me of the good and bad times with an ex best friend. I forgot, that was the reason I was looking for something else. I've wanted to try kick boxing for a while, it's a great workout & I like to help people, so I thought it would be a good idea. I haven't heard anything about it. I rarely talk to the person anymore. Am I wrong to be disappointed & am I missing something & should not be confused? I try not to be selfish, either with helping myself or wanting to help others to make myself feel better. I don't think I was either of those in this situation.
I'm tired of a lot of things & not sure what moves I need to make exactly, so I am doing the healthier lifestyle adjustment and working on my finances & fundraising efforts. The shop is in progress and hopefully will be up soon. I am focused on getting a good consistent routine. Trying to find my strengths and weaknesses so that I can plan accordingly. People are going to be people & they are entitled to their thoughts, but sometimes the devil gets in there and riles things up, lol. I don't know how else to put it. I have no ill feelings toward anyone, I am just tired of being let down. I try to believe people want to help me and it's difficult when you just have to fight to believe. So I pray and move forward, seeking discernment. This is where it has lead me. I've been misunderstanding people for a while and confusion happens when it starts coming clear. I'm thankful for it, but the transition is difficult. So I work on staying positive and not being mad, because there is on reason to do so. People can just be themselves. Eventually they will be revealed. I've had to deal with it and I know I'm not alone. So we keep moving forward through the storm, even with the wind and lightening going all about. I hope you have a wonderful day, weekend, and don't give up.
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